May 2013
3 posts
1 tag
April 2013
2 posts
Being Happy
It’s so funny how unhappy people are. And for the silliest reasons too. People want more friends, to find love, more money, better jobs…we’re obsessed with having more of what we do have and wanting what we don’t have. I’m not excluding myself from this group; if anything, I’m writing this as a critique of myself. I am privileged enough to go to an amazing (and...
March 2013
1 post
A personal life is personal for a reason. Why does everyone feel like I have to share everything with them? False.
February 2013
2 posts
I get so confused when I want to be alone because I know I hate it but sometimes I just need it.
January 2013
5 posts
I don’t understand! I felt so good the other day, and now I just feel like poop OMG this is the worst I’m just going to sleep or something
January Goals
lose 1-2lbs a week…so anywhere from 4-8 lbs a month. But preferably 8. We’ll see how my hormones feel about it.
Wake up early and get to the gym rather than putting it off for later.
Clean my desk once every two weeks.
So...I don't believe in New Year's Resolutions...
I just feel like having goals to complete over an entire year leaves too much room for error. Every time I’ve ever made goals to complete over 12 months, I tend to forget about them by my birthday. That’s why this year I’m going to try something different.
So I’m going to set a couple of short-term goals every month that, hopefully, by the end of the year will have helped...
December 2012
1 post
HI TUMBLR WORLD
I know I’ve been kind of AWOL but I’m BAAAAACKKKK
I feel like my lesser use of tumblr for venting means that maybe I had a better semester than usual? I’m just going to roll with it.
But still, renewed use of tumblr starting now. And hopefully for happy things.
:D
November 2012
1 post
I AM NOT HERE TO SOLVE EVERYONE’S PROBLEMS OR TO BE EVERYONE’S “I’M HAVING A BAD DAY” VERBAL PUNCHING BAG. BACK THE FUCK UP.
October 2012
4 posts
September 2012
18 posts
1 tag
I finally know what it's like to have a sister.
I am honestly so glad for my sorority sisters. I’ve developed relationships with people that I would have never had if I hadn’t joined GPhi. These girls, regardless of how annoying or repetitive or obsessive compulsive I am, respect me and actually want to help me. They listen to me and have my best interests at heart, always. And I hope I’m there for them like that too.
...
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame...
If you couldn’t tell, I feel like a complete idiot right now. Why do I try and achieve the unattainable? Shit just got real.
Because fool me four times and I officially have an IQ of 2.
NO. NO. NO. I’m slipping. I need to focus on myself. And I need to do things for myself. And not for other people or for the approval of others. NO.
DAMMIT.
This is happening
I'm going to start meditating for 5 minutes before...
It’ll get me ready for the next day and remove all the bad thoughts from my head and all the bad things that have happened and everything that’s made me feel bad.
1 tag
I am so lucky to have some people in my life. They’re always there for me no matter what even when life just seems to be getting worse and worse and more stressful. And just when I think I can’t do it anymore, they’re there to reassure me and keep me sane. That’s it. They keep me sane.
Oh my gosh I completely judge people on the type of books they read. Or the type of books they don’t read. This is how I’m stalking PNMs. Weirdest sorority girl ever.
I love my sorority fam bam
Sometimes I feel like I put a lot more effort into relationships than other people do. Maybe it’s because I literally thrive off of contact with human beings, I don’t know. Honestly, I love being independent, but I don’t think I could survive without interaction. It is actually the basis of my whole being, which is kind of pathetic in a way, but way too true. And I’m always...
Drunk friends are not sober friends. Awk.
Guys I'm obsessed with linguistics.
Last night was great! I think.
Well, what I remember was wonderful. (:
August 2012
15 posts
Uhhh how many people did I sad drunk text last night………
Awk.
Shit gets real when you're listening to Billy Joel...
HE IS A MASTER OF MUSIC
Happy birthday Gene Kelly!
Such a perfect individual.
Doing a lot better tonight than last night! I’m still so ready to go back to school though. I miss my friends and my “sisters” and actually doing productive things with my life. I don’t know why I don’t like calling them my “sisters” maybe it’s because we’re not biologically related although we have similar personalities but that really has...
All I wanted to do was go out for a nice family dinner but instead I got a argument between my parents.
Just another day in the life of the swaminathan clan.
teapayne:
We do not speak of 6th-8th grade, it never happened
This one is for Jackie
Today, I realized how completely lucky I am to have the friends I have in my life. When high school ended, I naively thought that I’d keep in touch with a lot more people than I have. And I’ll admit it is partially my fault, but they didn’t try to keep in touch with me either. So there’s some shared blame. But I’ve decided the people that really matter most are the...
what if i just cut off all my hair
